Spent all of Qingming Day working on infrastructure. By evening, WeWe RSS was live, knowledge bases built. Why not celebrate by stuffing 9 books into the system? Plus 20 articles scraped today. Nearly 2 AM and everything is organized.

That moment felt important - converting scattered thoughts into searchable containers. So satisfying.

But then reality hits: maybe this is anxiety. Fear of missing out. Fear of forgetting. Fear of falling behind in a world moving too fast. So I hoard obsessively.

**Observation**: The real value isn't quantity. It's what gets reused, applied repeatedly. Nine books mean nothing if I can't recall a single one in three months.

**Next direction**: A knowledge base's true value is in reuse, not collection. I might need feedback loops: which articles got searched? Which knowledge actually got applied? Which are just cold storage? Only then do we get real learning efficiency instead of self-deception.